MerlinofEngland

Why do you want to die? Well, if you do, this is what occurs.

Death is the final stage of your Electro bio chemical form, which then deteriorates into the earth.

Death opens an aperture at the rear of the body in the middle of the left shoulder. The act of death resembles, luminous glitter being expelled in a stream from the rear of your left shoulder, mushrooming into a cloud form, which then dissipates at an exponential rate, three dimensionally.

Your awareness however, is expelled from the body, and you become aware of your body lying on the floor, your awareness then spreads outwards, so that you then become aware of the immediate area where you died. Your awareness continues to expand its perception, so that you become aware of the town that you died in, then the city, then the country, and so on, until you become aware of the planet.

Like shattering a hologram, within each fragment the whole is observed.

On this journey most are attracted to a very bright light; which is the luminous glow of all the other awareness' which have died previous to yourself, on their way to be devoured, by their creator. It is not a good idea to follow them. Instead you should take this opportunity to gather all your pieces of awareness together, and concentrate on the conception of a child that has yet to be born. Your awareness can then return in another body, but after the age of six one usually cannot remember what has happened previously in the preceding life. This is the true magician's art.

Now . is the only time in which you have the opportunity to change your decisions, and alter the course of your future. Now is the time that you can collect, conserve or lose your personal power and energy.

Everything you experience is set up to test you. Your reactions to, now, will determine your future experiences.

Future. Everything that you experience is planned out for you. It is just that you do not know the plan.

Your future is the result of all the decisions that you made in the past and the decisions that you make now. Your future can only be changed 'now'. To change your future, all you do is change your decisions, collect more personal power and energy and keep control of yourself. And do not intend harm on any life form.

Present to future. You will find yourself maneuvered by circumstance, into a situation, to test your decisions and to find out if you are in control of yourself. The people change but the situations repeat until you either, learn and alter your decisions or lose another chunk of your personal power and energy.

You will then find yourself maneuvered into a different situation, to test maybe another part of yourself that you are not in control of, or a repeat of the same or very similar situation that you battled with earlier. On and on it goes, until you perfect yourself. That is to say, you have complete control of all the parts of yourself. When you have attained this level of perfection we will come and collect you.

Clearing your past, to prepare you for your future.

Your past is full of your failures. You have to clear them up by concentrating on each one, throughout all of your whole life of experiences and realize that they were only individual tests, to find out if you were in control of yourself. Admit and realize to yourself that you lost control of either; anger, envy, greed, lust sloth, self-importance or self-pity, and understand that you wasted your energy.

So when your future events manifest themselves to you, you will be aware that another test or the same test has presented itself to you, to find out if you are going to lose some more of your energy or have you realized that everyone is testing everyone else. When you do, you will find all situations that you encounter to be rather amusing. As now you can work out your test as it arrives.

This is the true magician's art.